A Turn In My Life

For years I thought I know my life,
Never a thought for my future wife.
Nevertheless the time arrive,
To glance through my past archive.
My life took a sudden turn,
To a stage of no return.
A supposed addition,
Became a mere fiction.
Burning with fire,
I thought “Oh dear!”
Striding with grace,
I rest my case,
Deciding ignorance would be the best embrace.
The love for my own akin,
Is no more close to skin.
The once tight bond,
Is forever gone.
The love which bind,
Has ceased to shine.
Hatred creeps in,
With a silent din.
Vengeance grew,
Without much ado.
But then I realized,
How wrong was I!
My swear my curse,
Drowned by the sea of forgiveness.
Accepting the fact with maturity,
Is still the rightful key.
I have stopped to love,
At least on this earth.